Afraid of it All

I am not afraid of getting hurt because he might be a bad person. I am afraid of getting hurt by a good person. I am so afraid because I know good people can cause as much pain as the bad people. Even the good ones loose feelings for no reason. Even the good ones can be afraid of commitment. They can be so afraid of commitment that they don’t even realize it. They think they are not afraid, but in reality, the moment something real comes they shut it down. Even the good ones are capable of breaking hearts. I know because I have been that person. I have lost feelings for no reason. I have let people down. I have hurt people. If I have been that person before, why could it not happen to me? I am not scared he’s a bad person. I am afraid he is like me.